和A的短暫對話中突然憶起過去的種種和2008年夏天的Travis演唱會，當時還為此寫了一篇文章－closer，寫著自己第一次獨自一人去看大型演唱會的深刻感受，雖然現在看起來覺得當年真的好膽小也好好笑，那個時候的我不知道在憂愁什麼鬼，套句A說的話:"像潘朵拉的盒子，我說影片音樂這種東西真的不能亂看"。說真的，不是不願意去看以前寫過的東西或存在小黑肚子裡的聊天對話記錄，每每看過去的東西心中都會莫名奇妙的害怕，許多早已遺忘的畫面又會重新浮現在眼前。雖然心態早已轉變許多，但再次看到時又得用新的心情再去面對一次，不過人也會因此而成長一點啦。當然，從過去的東西也常常讓我覺得過去的自己真的是幼稚至極。哈，我想如果過了一兩年後我又再回頭看這篇文章時，說不定也會覺得現在的我還是很幼稚。過去的幼稚堆砌成我現在的模樣，過去的一些經驗也讓我轉變許多，縱使多數的東西都已經離開了，但總是有一些特別的東西會在心裡不斷地迴盪，並且深深的記著。從2007年年底到現在2010年，Travis的音樂真真切切的陪我渡過了許多重要時光，這段歲月的生活裡充斥著許多波動、許多衝擊，也曾面臨最黑暗的時刻，關在房間裡流下了許多深刻的眼淚，在牛角裡進去又出來反反覆覆地打轉。這段期間，I try to learn, try to change, try to become straightforward....
Woke up in London yesterday Found myself in the city near Piccadilly Don't really know how I got here I got some pictures on my phone New names and numbers that I don't know Address to places like Abbey Road Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want We're young enough to say
Oh this has gotta be the good life This has gotta be the good life This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight Like this city is on fire tonight This could really be a good life A good, good life Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
To my friends in New York, I say hello My friends in L.A. they don't know Where I've been for the past few years or so Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e What there is to complain about
When you're happy like a fool Let it take you over When everything is out You gotta take it in
Oh this has gotta be the good life This has gotta be the good life This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight Like this city is on fire tonight This could really be a good life A good, good life Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh A good good life Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Hopelessly I feel like there might be something that I'll miss Hopelessly I feel like the window closes oh so quick Hopelessly I'm taking a mental picture of you now 'Cuz hopelessly The hope is we have so much to feel good about
Oh this has gotta be the good life This has gotta be the good life This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight Like this city is on fire tonight This could really be a good life A good, good life Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh A good, good life, good life Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
To my friends in New York, I say hello My friends in L.A. they don't know Where I've been for the past few years or so Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e What there is to complain about
