是我的海

是我的海 [蘇打綠]



是我的海 陽光的下午慢慢感染
當海不藍 飛起的夢想都變塵埃

是我的海 寂靜的下午默默離開
海也不藍 轉過身不能再寵愛我多想大聲喊
我多不想明白我只想唱來一些溫暖 在我們心裡不會腐壞

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早已厭倦莫名的一切，毀壞腐敗的部份也已來不及、也無能為力拯救，隨著環境隨波逐流，早已化為塵埃。滿地散著陌生花，人們口裡妄為地揣測或評論，一張張臉孔再也熟悉不起來。難到只能眼睛睜大著看著可笑又可悲的世界嗎？乾脆關閉起來算了。喔，我走了，很簡單，默默離開。

最近的這些日子中，在大家都睡去的房間裡聽了好多好多首歌曲，悄悄地把自己埋進自己堆砌的角落，是我的海。拎著自己的桀驁，不想在寂靜的房子裡找到安靜，不想在吵雜的環境裡找尋熱鬧，不需要掛上任何以面示人的臉孔，換上任何表情都無所謂。

還好，其實這樣的日子並不太糟。少了偽善武裝的狼狽，臉上的表情獲得完整的自由。無論如何難堪，身邊仍有些人不吝惜地給個擁抱，給些溫暖，即使海已不藍，但不再輕易地繼續摔執、腐壞。

Turn

[Turn] Travis

I want to see what people saw
I want to feel like I felt before
I want to see the kingdom come
I want to feel forever young
I want to sing To sing my song
I want to live in a world where I belong
I want to live I will survive
And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn So where's the stars?
Up in the sky And what's the moon?
A big balloon?
We'll never know unless we grow
There's so much world outside the door
I want to sing To sing my song
I want to live in a world where
I'll be strong I want to live
I will survive
And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn And if we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn Turn, turn, turn, turn Turn, turn, turn
And if we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn Learn to turn

I know I have turned.
失望。厭倦。悲傷。狂妄。偏離。
這些已經離我而去。
所處的環境中，獨樹似乎沒有存在的價值。
只好屈服。退讓。妥協。
該為自己現在的一切感到失望嗎？
Maybe not

It's good to know...

[Writing To Reach You] Travis

Every day I wake up and it's Sunday
Whatever's in my eye won't go away
The radio is playing all the usual
And what's a wonderwall anyway

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
Because I'm writing to reach you now but
I might never reach you
Only want to teach you
About you
But that's not you

It's good to know that you are home for Christmas
It's good to know that you are doing well
It's good to know that you all know I'm hurting
It's good to know I'm feeling not so well

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
Because I'm writing to reach you now but
I might never reach you
Only want to teach you about you
But that's not you
Do you know it's true
But that won't do

Maybe then tomorrow will be Monday
And whatever's in my eye should go away
But still the radio keeps playing all the usual
And what's a wonderwall anyway

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
Cause I'm writing to reach you now but
I might never reach you
Only want to teach you

About you
But that's not you
Do you know it's true
But that won't do
And you know it's you
I'm talking to

Sign

[Sign] Mr. Children


孤傲的躲在房間角落，看著相同的風景，再一次，papers又散亂在床上各個角落，再一次，又繼 續填補缺漏，跟以往一樣繼續寫著陳腔濫調，一樣脫離不了巢臼的束縛，一樣一樣，一切都一 樣，真想撕吼，劃破空氣冰冷的沉默。

唉，又是個喝著茶、聽小孩先生唱歌的一天，真希望有些什麼可以為這平淡無趣又平靜的日子畫 下一個美麗的符號。日子過得快到我幾乎感覺不到它的存在，不知不覺已到了這個地步，腦袋中 不斷浮出意料之外的想像，或許這些都是過多的奢求，貪心總是遠比預期的還要多。惱火。
　

不遠

親愛的 [張懸]


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/離騷/ 漂浮在記憶中的從前

在記憶的黑白片中遊走
從多少人是以非的風景
經過在開場的那一瞬間
和那些不被憶起的隻字片語　閃爍
片段中有些深刻散落
情緒仍挑著留下沒說
旅行的意義究竟有沒有這麼多?

在灑落陽光的風景中盡情奔走
有些精采錯落總無法完整拼湊
每一個微笑或悲傷
每一個任性和衝動
每一句有心或無意的話語
每扇窗所敞開的風景
每秒鏡頭所捕捉的畫面
那張微笑的臉沉醉滿天的純粹
在凋零的季節寫下滿天的式微

曾留下的痕跡
仍在心裡的某一個角落
唱些溫暖 依然
然後微笑
期待另一個夏天
我想我仍會笨拙地點頭聽你說些個什麼
縱使依賴 縱使蹉跎 要溫柔 要擁抱
要疼惜好生活要讓自己好好過

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此刻忽然想起你。距離寫下離騷已經過了好一陣子，四個月在眨眼間就在忙亂中匆匆地過了，中 間發生了好多好多，旅行中獨獨缺少了在外獨自單飛的你。你是最勇敢的人兒了，一切都還 好嗎？我洗了很多張有你們的照片，畫框中有你們的模樣和一張張真切微笑的臉，開心吶。縱 使平日大家各自忙著自己的生活，但是心與心之間的距離仍不會離的太遠，而你也是，不遠 不遠。